Misplaced: The Anomaly
Misplaced: This is how I feel whenever I wake up, wherever I wake up.
How can you live your everyday life knowing that this feeling is causing a burden as heavy as an iceberg? And how can you live your everyday life knowing that such a feeling has sunk so deep in your ocean of thoughts that you can't even remember how your life was like before all of this?
Misplaced: It is not a mere feeling of unbelongingness; It is a state of mind that is not acquired by years of experience but rather forced by the simple fact that you were born unlucky, I guess.
Misplaced. By definition it is "to put (an object) in the wrong place and so lose it temporarily" yet what I'm feeling right now is not a temporary loss, but somewhat a permanent deprivation of all the good things that people can get from living their best life; what the definition got right though is that I'm feeling like an object. And this feeling, by all means, sucks.
Misplaced: You know it when a friend, a colleague, or even a mere acquaintance talks about any tiny bit of what they have encountered, felt, or lived, and you instantly wish that it was you, instead, in that adventure. You know it when you replay a scenario that you would die for to happen and you know it won't because it got something you cannot do due to external forces. You know it when you cry yourself to sleep every now and then as a result of the unfairness of the world we live in. You know it by simply knowing it.
Misplaced: You think you can do nothing to get rid of this horrible sensation that crushes your ribs on your tired lungs, but you tell yourself that you're only looking at the glass half empty. You think that you can do something to get the excitement back and that you should focus on the half-full part of the glass, but the truth is, there is no fucking glass. Anything you do and say will no longer affect you in neither a positive nor a negative way because the longer you're feeling misplaced, the number you'll become.
Misplaced: What I advise you is to run, jump, walk, or even crawl towards another place, another feeling, another self. What I advise you is to drop every expectation you have of your life and of yourself. What I advise you is to live your life to the fullest even though you think you can't, because you can and you will. What I advise you is to burn every single thing that left you feeling misplaced down in that fire deep in your heart, the fire that was caused by feeling misplaced in the first place. What I advise you is to live your life on your terms, and you will break the unbreakable chain that you thought, and I thought, we're chained to it for the rest of our pathetic, misplaced lives. And the secret to breaking the chain is to accept who you are, the way you are, and to promise yourself to live for yourself, and you hold yourself to that promise.
How can you live your everyday life knowing that this feeling is causing a burden as heavy as an iceberg? And how can you live your everyday life knowing that such a feeling has sunk so deep in your ocean of thoughts that you can't even remember how your life was like before all of this?
Misplaced: It is not a mere feeling of unbelongingness; It is a state of mind that is not acquired by years of experience but rather forced by the simple fact that you were born unlucky, I guess.
Misplaced. By definition it is "to put (an object) in the wrong place and so lose it temporarily" yet what I'm feeling right now is not a temporary loss, but somewhat a permanent deprivation of all the good things that people can get from living their best life; what the definition got right though is that I'm feeling like an object. And this feeling, by all means, sucks.
Misplaced: You know it when a friend, a colleague, or even a mere acquaintance talks about any tiny bit of what they have encountered, felt, or lived, and you instantly wish that it was you, instead, in that adventure. You know it when you replay a scenario that you would die for to happen and you know it won't because it got something you cannot do due to external forces. You know it when you cry yourself to sleep every now and then as a result of the unfairness of the world we live in. You know it by simply knowing it.
Misplaced: You think you can do nothing to get rid of this horrible sensation that crushes your ribs on your tired lungs, but you tell yourself that you're only looking at the glass half empty. You think that you can do something to get the excitement back and that you should focus on the half-full part of the glass, but the truth is, there is no fucking glass. Anything you do and say will no longer affect you in neither a positive nor a negative way because the longer you're feeling misplaced, the number you'll become.
Misplaced: What I advise you is to run, jump, walk, or even crawl towards another place, another feeling, another self. What I advise you is to drop every expectation you have of your life and of yourself. What I advise you is to live your life to the fullest even though you think you can't, because you can and you will. What I advise you is to burn every single thing that left you feeling misplaced down in that fire deep in your heart, the fire that was caused by feeling misplaced in the first place. What I advise you is to live your life on your terms, and you will break the unbreakable chain that you thought, and I thought, we're chained to it for the rest of our pathetic, misplaced lives. And the secret to breaking the chain is to accept who you are, the way you are, and to promise yourself to live for yourself, and you hold yourself to that promise.
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